Today is my only day off of work this week, and that’s kinda stupid. It’s my own fault because I added an extra shift into my week so I could get some necessary things done. But in all fairness, it was kind of invitable. After a few slower months, we’re coming into our busy period and the extra stuff that needs to get done still needs to get done. And if I didn’t do it, no one else would have. It kinda sucked. No, it really sucked, but what can you do? I still have to work tomorrow, but at least next week is a little more chill, which is a blessing.
On top of working a little too much, I’ve also been feeling under the weather a bit lately. I think it’s probably a combination of a few things. I’ve been pushing myself a little harder than usual at work and at home, I’ve been getting up earlier and no always getting the right amount of sleep, and it’s just been miserable out all the time. I woke up yesterday morning and I didn’t feel the greatest, and then I had to wait outside in the pouring rain and whipping wind for a while after work yesterday. That was not enjoyable. There was no where to hide, either, because the wind was making sure you weren’t safe. Needless to say, I definitely dumped myself into a hit bath when I got home, and that seemed to help things.
However, after climbing into bed at 9:30 to watch a movie, and then falling asleep at about 11, I woke up at 12:30 with troubles breathing. That wasn’t fun. It didn’t feel like allergies, and I certainly wasn’t congested, but it was almost like I just couldn’t get enough air into my lungs. I definitely had some panicking happening because no matter what I did, I kind of felt like I was suffocating, even though I was still managing to breath air in. Eventually it started to go away and I managed to get to sleep. I’ve got a bit of the same problem today, but now I think I can tie it to some phlegm build up, which is gross, but at least I’m not suddenly dying.
In any case, I ended up sleeping in today because I just didn’t really feel like I slept that well. It was obviously needed, and even though I got off to a slow start, I already feel like I’ve had a moderately productive day. I wrote a list of things to do last night, based on my agenda, and I really don’t have that much to do. A lot of what is left is just cleaning up my room/work space because I’ve been letting it slip, and then editing a few things. I’m okay with that. I might even try to get a head start on my editing goals for next month, but with a full night of D&D tonight, there’s a good chance I won’t get there. Also, I’m kind of okay with not pushing myself too hard today. Maybe it’s best to just wrap myself up in a blanket and chill for a while.